Someone told me this: The saddest kind of sad is when you're acting all happy and act as if nothing's going wrong in your life. When actually deep within you're writhing in pain and sadness. Just that no one can see it.

I can see it. And it really breaks my heart knowing you're like this. Please know that for whatever happens, good or bad I'm always here for you. Please don't carry on like this. Please open up your heart.

-Hi Siyun, I miss you!


Aristal was good (Y).
Went to ll's house after school on friday [unplanned, haha!] and kaya was being a joke by piling all of ll's accessories onto herself. HAHAHAHAHA, ll, upload the photo!
I'm super damn free now with no trainings aft sch. Life's gonna be full of studying sessions now. Speaking of which, went t novena t study w yx and kaya tday. Tmr will be w yicen. Mon will be w GGG, then seeing cc miao for tuition. Sighz. Can't wait for squash camp/chalet!

Talked to wenhuuuu toh tday :) She's going NYU!! Cool ttm. I will pray to GuanYinMa for you to get your scholarship, hahahaha.