The day comes.
It happened, but with an element of surprise.
The realization hitting me; the fact dawning on me.
But.
Just when it feels alright,
Just when there is no apprehension,
Just when the fear has evaporated;
You're gone.
And you're not going to come back (or so I think).
But what can I say? What can I do?
The fault lies with me, and me alone.
I'm sorry, I'm so really very sorry.
I can apologise a hundred times, a million times.
I carry this guilt with me, day and night.
You will say, "It's alright."
But deep down, I know you will never forgive me
For I have been breaking promises into a billion pieces.
You have been very patient and kind, and I am thankful for that.
But I went overboard with my rude behaviour.
Till now, in the present, I see from your face, it's all over.
You are angry, you are tired, you are sick of all this shit.
I will not be so presumptuous as to ask for anything.
However, if you want a change of anything, whatever,
Tell me.
Do not hesitate, because,
I want you to be happy.