Do you know that I feel very vexed/frustrated right now? I don't know what to do, how to react. I will be disgusted, then the next moment, I will feel terribly guilty. So its like I will get freaked out, then get disgusted, then be very mean, then feel guilty, then try to make up to you, then the entire cycle repeats again and again. Can you just hurryup state your stand already. I don't know how to face you. I feel uneasy around you. I srsly hope you can just like, just say how you feel. Because if not, I will be stuck in this rut with no inkling of what I'm supposed to do. First you say this, then you do that. You don't actually mean what you say, do you? Your words and actions are confusing me. You make it very obvious, but then again, its not obvious at all.