This is great!
Its fantabulous!
Guess what?

The wireless connection in the laptop spoiled.. AGAIN!
WHOOPEE!
I'm celebrating!
I'm overwhelmed with hapiness!
It's the best thing that ever happened to me!
YAY!

I want to go to Harvard, or Yale, or Princeton, or Oxford.
Haha!
And I went to Harvard!
In my dreams! ( Thanks Nadzirah )

Haha, and I'm feeling very sad now.
From what I read just a few moments ago, all my suspicions were confirmed.
Maybe they don't need me afterall.
I'm just the tiny floating air particle I think.
Whether I'm there or not doesn't matter.
I don't increase the amount of oxygen in the air.
Because I'm just so tiny.
And unnoticeable.
I'm not useful.
I'm just a teensy weensy air particle right?
What kind of help can they expect from me?
I'm so small and useless, just taking up extra space.
Whatever I did, its not appreciated I guess.
Or they think that whatever I did was plain extra.
Whatever the reason is, they don't want me around I guess.
I'm just this thorn in their flesh.
Which they can't wait to get rid of.
Maybe they already gotten rid of it.
And just plain acting in front of me.
Lying through their damn teeth.
Hiding all the shit they bitched about me with their phoniness.
You damn hypocrites.
You bloody fakes.
I'm sick of you people.
Stop it alright.
You dislike me, show it.
Don't hide all the stuff you all said about me like goddamn cowards.
Tell it straight to my face.